FOREVER...

there is so little in my life that has consistently and profoundly (key here!)

made a true difference in everything that I am as a human being.

Grateful Dead

if a woman such as myself hasn't been blessed with children

(though I love being an aunt and I by no means feel left out

nor feel "need" and Mighty did feel like my child as I adore him

here or not he will always be "here" for me)

then the passion i have for this band/community/

entity/spirituality has been as beloved as any child could ever be

i have never loved it less even when i couldn't stand to hear it

24/7...we have love because of it

what a great gift that Phat Man and Fellowes

gave us

what a great gift!!!!

there has been nothing finer

nothing more amazingly strong

nothing more "manly"

others have come close

abb will tear your head off on a good day

derek trucks is nothing to frown out

we have years of stunning artists we still cherish and buy

today

but there will be no other thing in my life

that i will love like this

it's not possible

for terrapin is not a thing

to love but a way to think

and that is not a foolish heart

but an eyes of the world